my description of myself
well this is what i originally intended to write in my previous post, but eventually that previous one became a “curhat” as indonesian would call it, hahaha. okay, so here it is.
this is Stanislaus Theodorus Felix Darpieto Abik. people call me Felix, though this has evolved into several even shorter ones: childhood friends call me fel or sometimes pel *transform the F into P! YEAH!* recisian used fel, and smukiers used lix. family calls me dek because i’m the last children of the family.
I’m a catholic, although I can’t say I’m a pious one. I’m in this community called “Lektor” or “Lector”, it’s those who read passages from the bible during the holy mass. trying to mend my religious life recently, hopefully college life would bring me closer to Him!
I’m kinda into theater and dance. i recently found myself to be good at playing a part, or we say it in Indonesian “menghayati peran”, and some have acknowledged it, no intention of being cocky. hahaha. will be playing in an act with my fellow dance friends soon. hoping to be able to dig deeper into the theatrical world during college life! dance, hmm…. I only start digging into dance during my high school life, and honestly, I LOVE EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT! i’m not really into those modern, hip hop, break dance thing, but i’m eager to learn some techniques though, because THEY LOOK COOL *and truly useful one day*! i’m more into contemporary dance, even though my techniques aren’t all great yet (hey, I’m only a beginner!) but again, I’m eager to learn! oh and i’m also eager to watch dance shows, too, when i have no problem with money! more into dancing later.
sports life? I don’t really enjoy sports that are in form of games, such as soccer, volleyball, ESPECIALLY basketball. that one, a no no for me. although i would enjoy several games of soccer with my friends, only casual ones and not that competitive ones because i’m not that good haha. i also enjoy badminton though i don’t play that often. i prefer some enjoyable sports like jogging or swimming. at one point i was also into parkour, you know!
i’m into chemistry and biology. well mostly chemistry though. i don’t do biology too much because several living creatures felt just doesn’t right to me, let alone touching them. so i chose chemistry instead. which branch? organic and biochemistry. i’m not that into physical chemistry that includes more complicated calculations. i prefer going straight into the experiments or handling ones that require retrosynthesis: a joy and art to organic chemists!
what else? oh, i don’t dress quite well, mostly because my wardrobe is oh so very limited! i don’t go shopping for clothes that often because of financial problems(well shopping really is not a need but a wish) so i crave discounts that yield huge price cuts!
politically speaking, recently i took a stance in the apathy world. that’s right, now i don’t really give any fuck to political world. because the way I see it, you can’t be critical unless you take one side. take this recent rumbles over gas price for example. at one side i oppose the raise because it certainly will raise prices at the market, which would eventually place much burden not only to my parents but also to those who are living less than enough. on the other side, i also support the raise because i’m aware of the raising world oil price which would put more burden to indonesia’s financial balance. beside, if black-license-plated cars are obligated to buy the premium gasoline (PERTAMAX) instead of the regular gasoline (PREMIUM), my mother’s financial balance would be further disrupted because PERTAMAX costs as much as more than twice the PREMIUM price! but then i decided to be critical. and then i read some rejections by a side which I take as an opposition to my point of view. in short terms, i think they judge several people, regardless of their background story. so i decided to be apathetic instead!
my personality? i think it really comes to you to see what kind of person i actually am. but as for myself, I might seem a bit cocky or overdoing stuffs, some people might find me norak, lebay, but at occasions i can be really serious and i really appreciate deep conversations!
i’ve been blabbering, haven’t i? babay!
